good.NESS.

your faithfullness sometimes feels alone and away. and i run farther away from you, Father when i feel far away.

i blame it on you, you're a God of the quiet and still.
THIS SEASON
COUNTS
AS WELL.
they all do they all they all they all do thats so good..
and things arent going my way,
"pay attention to what you're paying attention to"

...where my treasure is...
my heart will be found there.

my focus, my heart.. FATHER.
let them be on you. on your heart.
to understand that
you are
SERIOUSLY
the only thing worth living for...
even when passion
has ran away
and a vision has been swept away.

I HAVE NOTHING TO PROVE TO THEM. Father
TAKE THIS HEART BACK
take this mind back BECAUSE IT THINKS TOO MUCH
and i sometimes want to throw it all away
and sit in your presense
and cry in extreme gratitude.
once you taste it, i can never run away
sometimes its easier
"abuse the grace do it do it do it!!!!"

your eyes.................
your heart
I DONT UNDERSTAND
this love, i can see your eyes.. thinking of me... these tears.. "why have you forsaken me?"
never let me run away from you. keep me in your arms, Father. protect this heart its yours.
change me, change the depths of my heart. take it back
help my unbelief.